Operation Cwal.

Friday - Pontang scouts, and i did it with Kajan, cause i m not happy that theres meeting for consecutive saturdays.

Went back home, and the first thing i did was to have a chat with Feli, and thereafter, touch the computer. While waiting for the computer to load up, I took a shower to remove the sweat I acquired from walking back. Alls good for that day, except for the fact that we bumped into Patrol-leader Jolian around the corner of the staircase, when we were trying to avoid Mr Lincoln Chan. Fortunately, he didn't notice what we are up to, and Kajan, who was known to give lots of excuse to avoid scout meetings, looked elsewhere when he saw Jolian.

Thereafter, we made a mad rush for the front gate, and we saw ACQM Matthew... I just walked by like everything's normal. Then I asked : Are you going to scouts? to Act as if i m showing some concern. He said no. Phew.

Saturday - Went for Scout meeting in the morning, to help with the preparation for the unit's campfire ( Similar to a birthday ), where all the girl guides and scouts from different schools would be attending.

We worked on Pioneering, but for the first hour, we slacked on the gateway ( huge wooden structure, placed together using Pioneering poles, to welcome girl guides/scouts who attend. ), talking crap and such.

Soon after that, we worked on the Stage, which is our own-made structure. I dont know why they dont wanna use the stage located in the hall for performances.

We worked from around 9 am till 12 pm, tieing knots and lashings, which must be assured to be really tight. The weather was really hot at that period. Everyone's face was reddened with heat.

I observed my scout-mates. They are not working efficiently. Some are slacking, talking or walking instead of running/moving fast. The consequence is, we got reprimanded from the Ventures, because we took 3 hours and only 4 frames were built. That is equivalent to only 2 towers, when we were supposed to build 3 towers.

We were then sent to have our lunch at 12:30 pm. And scheduled to continue work on the stage.

Omfg, a huge number of us had to leave, and in the end, we were left with only 8 scouts to work.

The ventures stepped in, to supervise us instead of the patrol leaders, as they were not harsh enough. Venture Aaron-James fall us in by the frames. and he continued on to check if the frames are tight and such. This is what he did : Kick ( hes kicking the knots and lashing to see if they are tight and not able to let the pole move. ), kick, kick, kick, Jump onto the frame, which flew up on the impact and shouted to us " I give you 10 minutes to Re-tie the structure! MOVE! "

Everyone immediately act on the frame, because we all fear his anger and wrath. Its great, I feel my spirit and keeness taking over my body, having the sense of urgency.

One of the pole had a big split. Venture Aaron-James grabbed a rope and tied round the pole, to close the split. He told me to finish it off with a clove-hitch. That pole was hard to finish off, as it was heavy to carry + I can't lose the tension, or he would hack me to death. I took quite a while, which wasn't pleasing to the ventures.

Aaron-James said " Whats taking you so long? Haiii..." Then he told me to stand aside and clipped his Sunglasses and hang his Gym towel ( Items of a Yandow...) on my shirt/shoulder, which were soaked with my sweat.

After that, he thanked me (for holding onto his items) even though it was him who did the work.

I see a True leader in him... Its no wonder that he have a really pretty girl-friend ( I seen her during last year's campfire ) St. Gabriel is really good to have this kind of secondary students. A natural-born leader and a great succeeder in life. Hes unlike the people i would expect. Instead of helping me, they would tell me to drop the pole and punish me " KNOCK IT DOWN!!!"

A leader, unlike some others.

After that, I went home earlier than the rest of my scout-mates.

The picture to the left is my shirt after half of a day's work, carrying poles and tie-ing knots. Dirty, smelly, soaked with my sweat.

Sunday - Early in the morning, woke up at 8:30 am, for a world of warcraft Raid. Stupid guild, swapping people for certain bosses in a raid instance. I did asked for a swap, but they did not allow me to swap with people for the loots i need from a certain boss. Sigh... No mood to play anymore. Went back to sleeping...

At 3 pm, woke up to prepare for a Science tuition class at 3:30 pm. I came as the 2nd highest for the whole class in science... zzz... Had it not been for the History-like, source-based questions in the Science SA1 paper, i would have scored higher than Amanda, the girl who was top in the class with a score of 77...

Anyway, she only got the vouchers from the teacher for a restaurant beside the tuition centre. No big deal. I kept quiet when Nicholas talked to me, Liar. He always wear the same kind of outfit - A mix of blacks and blues.

After the tuition, i exit the centre, said my goodbyes to Amanda and Dawn. I saw Nicholas and Ryan talking to each other across the road, pointing towards me. Bastards, i bet they are gossiping about me again. That fucking liar. One of his lie was " Oii, Kevin , You know arrh, that Amanda in the tuition kept looking at me... I dont like girls looking at me..." I observe both Nicholas and Amanda's movements during the tuition. Amanda wasn't even looking at him at all. She was looking at the computer screen for most of the time.

I went to McDonald to buy some burger after the tuition, as I was hungry. Bought it, okay , go.

At home, opened my Fillet-O-Fish... WTF? WHERES THE FISH FOR THE BURGER? FILLET-O-FISH AND NO FISH? All I see was only the ketchup, cheese and white sauce in between the bread. DAMN. I was too lazy to run back and ask for my fish. Sigh... Bunch of goondus working in Mcdonald. Scrubs.

The picture to the right was a drawing I drew when I was Primary 6, of one of the characters in World of warcraft. Imcompleted.

7 pm , and i was forced to go for some swimming without rest. Tired + rusty swimming legs = boring swimming experience.

Thats all for today... And oh yea, My house isnt big, but i dont know why theres so many people who wants to come over... And once they entered my house, they would be admiring away...

Yu Jin's words during Scout's Job week : " Kevin, is this your girl friend's house?" I said : no... its my house.

Yu Jin : " Wahhh!?! you got such a good computer? and this painting cost dunno how much, your richer than me!"

Other Secondary 1 scouts, who also entered : " Walao eh! You got 2 computer, Playstation 2, And Jacuzzi pool? Can i stay in your house for 1 day?"

Lawl... I didn't think my house was that Unique.. Maybe I'm too used to it.

Thats all for today.

Today and the routine.

Went to school Today, when i was suppose to be still in my bed. Its thursday and theres no need for an early rise and shine. "Get ready for another long day" Thats what i told to myself.

Its good to be in a great school like St.gabriel. I m happy and contented.

I climbed the flight of stairs , hanging the dull , sian face.

When i entered the class, the first thing i saw was people writting the names of all our classmates on the whiteboard. I guess they really have nothing to do at that time... And they are trying to find a way to kill time. Yea, its one hour before the start of morning assembly.

But today, theres a few stupid things that removed the coolness i have.

Ryan Peh - People told me that theres someone protecting Ryan on facebook, defending him. I was keen to know, as i m always happy to know everything about my classmates. I asked him, and he said it was a secondary 3 girl defending him. I was like... what the hell... i bet your just toying and experimenting with girl and boy relationship. I can imagine that a secondary 3 girl is uglier, and will die faster than a secondary 2 girl. I was laughing at his stupidity for having a 15-year old girl as his girlfriend. And duh, hes gonna dump her sooner or later... Because teenage relationships seldom last long and eternal, except for some Circumstances.

I was mocked by him as soon as i have finished laughing at him. This is what he said to me which really make me want to write and type out all the nasty words - "Hahahahaha I won't tell you about her, cause its only for MATURED MIND"... FUCK YOU what matured mind? Did I say I want to know who the heck she is? Knn I m more matured than you, you stupid fat Bastard. You Spam people's post on Facebook, like a primary 3 kid, because they insult you in a minor way. Your a dick in everyone's ass but you did not notice that. Because your a dip shit. You suck in Social communication. You Cry at the thought of people Calling you fat. Why? you ask me? Because you can't face the fucking reality of being fat. LEARN 2 EXERCISE YOU FUCKING FAG. Do you really think your Girlfriend is so Chio? This is what Wei Le told me : " His girlfriend is so ugly, small-eyes like him , wears Spectacles like a nerd, and loves to act cute" Holy shit dude. You have no hope. Your such a Pansy, or rather Pussy. I remembered during Secondary one, you quivered and stammer when Alistar Confront you. Your worse than Nicholas, You Horny Bastard. Had it not been for Wesley, who saved your ass, Your fat droplings will be ripped out by Alistar. You Shout at people like Michael, and other smaller size people, to show that your "Not to be messed with". You Wrestle me from the BACK around February - March. Why the hell do you want to do that, Mofo? I Move twice as fast as you, i execute my strikes on you quick. Do you stand any chance against me? You got bullied during your Primary school days, due to your poor social skillz. You think your cool because you wear stuffs which doesn't suit your type. You did not take any notice of how your close friend ( not me ) feel.

Learn this - Do not be such a Douche-bag. People would hate your stupid personality. Social communication is crucial for National Service. And watch who your talking to next time. Or else there will be more dire consequences, like Gangsters whacking you up.

Thats the end of my anger. I wish not to tolerate this any longer. I do not bore bad blood for long

For the past few days since the end of the exams, i was allowed to return home, and play computer games and invite friends. The picture to the right is the front gate into my home. My house isnt really huge.

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Viva La Vida - Coldplay. Lyrics.

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen to the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the Walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I cannot explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be King?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I cannot explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(ohhhh ohhh ohhh)

Hear Jerusalem Bells are ringging
Roman Cavalry Choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I cannot explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh)

Today, Seems to be like every other normal day... Go to school with that stupid long face, sit down, write, go home. After the literature Exams, I didn't feel anticipated about going home to play games, like last time. I also felt that I do not feel tense at all when i was to prepare for my tests. Yeah, holidays are coming up, theres a chain of events set in my path which will be fun. But the worry i have now is the results of my test, Good, or shitty. I got 69 for Geography, top 20% for the whole level. But i don't feel contended at all. I feel as if i could have done better, and 69 is a low mark. My body won't budge, my mind won't wake up. This year's test are for the upcoming Streaming Exams. How? I'll have to wait for my results first...

Lately, i've not been getting enough sleep. Anyone i meet always said " Are you alright?" "Why so Emo?" Sigh... I have to figure out a way to relax myself, or something to do, other than the daily usage of Computer and World of warcraft. I guess i can go out with Felicia and the rest of my friends, but that won't be enough... Take a walk or exercise? maybe... Really kinda clueless. Liana Tan isnt in Singapore, Van and kimii are busy. I don't even know whats the problem i m facing.

Today, I went to Mcdonalds again. Adam, Suhail and me went there to take our breakfast and meet up with Amirul, our Primary school Classmate. He doesnt seem to change much. Hes still the same old Avid joker. We sat outside the fastfood restaurant as its crowded / noisy with students. They make me want to blow up the whole place altogether.

New Skin on my blog

I've Finally found out how to place a blogskin, Thanks to Dannie! (his blog send me to the place full of suitable blogskins). Also, Today's Science paper, the only worry i have is making careless mistakes... Was feeling sleepy at the exam period. Other than that, its easy. After the paper, i went to Mcdonald with Adam + suhail. Vinodh had to return to school as Ms cheng told him to stay back. Faraaz took the MRT instead. While queuing up for food at Mcdonalds, Gosh theres more secondary students there than usual. 3 girls from Zhonghua Secondary queue up, taking their own individual row. I can hear them giggling, talking and such. One of them said " Ooiiii! look at him!!" . I was like??? look at who? so i turn back and i see one of them pointing at me. she immediately retracted her fingers. When i returned to looking forward again, they started saying stuffs like " so cute " what the hell... Somethings fishy going on around. I find it weird because theres MANY other boys who have bigger, hulking body size, and they chose to pick on me. Maybe i m just imagining things.
My meal was ready, so when i came to pick it up, i tried to act cool, by carrying the tray with only one hand ;D and yeah, they changed topics, and said " Look at his Biceps!! Omg!". I m not even that strong, but i know they are mentioning about MY biceps. I even forgot whats a Bicep at that moment. I still remember the day when i was playing my PSP, and 2 PLMGS girls walked by me at the bus stop, one of them said " you see? hes so handsome leh..." the other girl said " Ya, but hes so skinny.." I was like .... No comment.. Continuing playing. That made me Determined to train and build my body, Which lead me to Weight lifting, Exercising, running, pull-ups every recess after taking my lunch. I did not regret it. It really brought me good 'results'. But, Now this kind of shit " Waaa Hes so handsome" " so cute!" is really common. I messaged to my friend - Lloyd , Aka Vanhelsing, and ask him why do girls behave like this.
He gave me stupid comments like " maybe they think ur a clown or your really handsome until they cant help screeching?" "But girls are .... keeps their thought to themselves. So that wont happen." Eventually he gave me the Answers I need and I really thank him for that " It doesn't matter whether your handsome or not. What matters is, this kind of people who are materialistic and blah blah blah, are not part of your life."
Damn it.... His English is Powderful. He also told me that he will not be playing Warcraft 3 - Dota , Twilight's Eve ORPG, due to the renovation in his house. I think i m blessed to have such great friends. I should take pictures of my daily encounters next time...