Whole week

Monday :
usual school day, nothing special

Tuesday :
Finally got a grasp of the maths chapter : Linear, simultaneous and quadratic graphs.
And as usual, nothing special happened.

Wednesday :
Zhi Xin.... bloody extra... He only befriends people who are good in academy, or have authority like the teachers. Hes not a teacher's pet as his academic studies suck ass. And for the rest of us, he insults bluntly, when our backs are turned against him.

Raasith didn't bring his Geog file. The geog teacher asked for an explanation. He says "I forgot to bring"
Zhi Xin extra and say "No lah, he purposely don't want to bring"
Raasith says "Maybe someone took it!"
Zhi Xin : "Who would want to take your stupid file?" (like as if your own file isn't stupid).

Michael and I foresee that Zhi Xin will get bashed in NS, Cause, if Zhi Xin wants to be an Officer / Platoon Commander, and he starts to extra, no one will like it, and they will spit at this action.

But really, the truth in becoming a high ranking personnel in NS is to be Attentive, Humble, Honest, Obedient, Well-built And scored well for Secondary and JC/poly Academics.

Zhi Xin also said this to me which made me boil:" Kevin, I suggest you better not hang with Michael or your studies will suck shit"
D*ckhead.
He said that before mid-year.
After mid-year examinations,
I scored WAY higher than him.
Pfft. "Don't hang with michael or your studies will suck"
Well said.

Before recess,

I quarrelled and started a fight with Neeteesh
Cause I thought he wasn't happy with me,
when he gave me that kind of looks on Tuesday.
I was sent out by RayMaths. And when the teacher left, I shouted "NEETTEEESSH!!!"
Javiel knows that. I don't give a damn to Zhi Xin.
Javiel asked me "Lolol oi why u shout until like that?"
Zhixin said bluntly again " Siao ar? u crazy issit? shout until so loud, other classes still having lesson leh"

"Diam lar. Of course I know other classes still having lessons." This was what formed in my head.
He did said something that is lame, which I've almost heard.

Well after that, I confronted Neeteesh with a metal ruler. Lol. Yeayea, you guys would be thinking i should have gotten hold of a real weapon or I would look like a retard. But, if I do use the Iron rod under my table, I will be punished.
The metal ruler is sharp enough to cut through the skin.
I realised that Neeteesh was unhappy with Michael, not me.
Yep, my fault then. Misunderstood.
I was a little too aggressive at that time.
But I cooled down.

Thursday :

Can't remember anything... should be the same as any other days.
I got 12/20 for maths test.
1) I don't know the formula to answer the 1st question (-6 Marks)
2) I forget to write the equation on the graph I did for question no. 2. (-2 Marks)

ZZZZZzzzzzz

Friday....

Scouts..
I didn't attend the meeting for a few weeks, since I went to Paris.
Zhi Xin again extra when we were building the flag pole, but at least he told me this "You didn't attend many meetings, thats why"

During the Axe and Parang practical test,



I scored better than last year's. I hacked the wood with accuracy and strength, getting the job done quick




A picture of the wood which I hacked with the axe.

The rest of the scouts had a little difficulty - either being inaccurate or not apply enough force.
Next was splitting the wood into two with the axe.



The wood Split into two.

No problem with that :D



Sheng Hong, the Care-taker, of the axes.

Saturday :

Woke up 8 am plus, ate my breakfast and went to East Coast Park, outing with primary schoolmates of 6C.
Had to meet up at McDonald.
I didn't knew that theres 1 bus near my house which I can take to east coast...
And so, I took the MRT to Kembengam (or whatever is that place) for 30+ mins.
After arriving, I still had to walk East.... zzzz I thought very near... so I walk.
Walk until buay tahan, Reach dont know where... Bukit something.
Then finally took the Taxi.... zzz little did I know that East Coast is FAR from Bukit something.

wth....

Reach McDonald le. It was crowded and I felt that many 6Cs school mates are here already.
I called Cody to ask where is he located at.

Cody :" Wait at the Counter there, I come"

Wait for a moment... then an Sms read :
" Come to Smoking Area "
Went outside...
Saw Cody... Thought the guys around him are his friends, since I dont recognise them.
But nope... Only him alone there...
Sat there, and asked him "whos coming?"
He said " I dont know, Fu Xiang and (forgot his name) is here "

Skip ~ boring waiting.

Benson and one guy came.
William , and 2 other guys who i recognise but not know their name, came.

First thing that William asked was "Cody, how many zhar bor coming?"
Cody:" Ermmm... Dont know.... I think Vigi only"
William :" HARRRR? ONLY ONE ZHAR BOR only?"
Cody:"yeah...."
William : " Wtf? You say alot people will come de, then only 1 girl come?"
Cody : (no reply)
William :" Then wheres the free drinks you will sponsor?"
Cody :" (Lol) yea later"
Someone said " The free drink is the Bicycle uncle sponsor one "
William : " Wth? wat free drink from uncle?"

Skip.... ~ wait for quite awhile...

From What I heard, they said a few girls promised to come, saying something like " Yeah yeah, I will come " But in the end never turn up.
Cody then told Vigi that she would be the only girl attending.
Vigi doesn't want to go to a all boy and one girl outing (cause it would make her feel weird or something), so also dont want to go le...
William : " Walao! No girl come! What kind of organiser are you? (tries to punch Cody in a 'friendly' manner)"

I got pissed.... Bring camera there, take care of it so well... also cannot snap much photo.

Alistair in the end also never come... For a reason which maybe Only I knows.
haha

Then Cycling.... cycle for about one and a half hour, I became exhausted.. I thought everyone is infront of me...
But some are behind and some are infront...
Shirt became really sweaty and smelly.

I'll try to post the 6 pictures on facebook.....

Sunday:
Normal day. Slept till 10 am then wake up.
Eat, study, sleep again, go for tuition, parents bring me to sushi tei, eat, go home, then study and finish my remaining homework.

Now... To facebook.....

Ascension

I was once a weak.. skinny, frail boy. Brainy, but lack of common sense.
I would be bullied easily... (By Wei Xiang And Wei Jie, the small twins of Zhonghua)
And... I once had a habit of crying easily. (Anthony Sim knows that)
I would take a year to level my world of warcraft character to max level.
I always scored a Bronze for my NAPFA test.
I would be often seen, playing computer games as I do not have any control when I was young.
My voice was high-pitched like a girl's.
I would wear my school shorts as high as possible like a nerd,
With the shirt tucked in deeply.
I have a bowl head hairstyle too.
Or even a durian. (near-botak)
Hahaha... Yes. I m very quiet too.
I get bullied by fat girls too. (During Primary 5)
Yea... Thats the worst. No muscles at all, like a bamboo, tall and slender.

Secondary 1 :
Still a piece of shit, similar to primary school. Immature, noob,
defiant, blur, and did more silly stuffs, like spamming class blogs (Which I still regret)
Acting cool on Teacher's day.
Infront of my primary school classmates...
When I don't even have a fit and tough strength.
Nor a good shape. (Skinny and still weak though after going through 1 year of physical)
I wasn't efficient in exercising. I slacked.


But,
Now, after entering St. Gabriel's and reaching the mark of Secondary 2,
I changed alot.
My voice break into much more... what should I say...
Normal and it can be manly (Low and loud).
Scouts and Physical training train my body and taught me how to treasure precious minutes.
I learned to joke and make lots of friends.
I can present class skits easily and normally now.
My english improved ten-folds.
I grew taller though still quite skinny, I have muscles now.
More Athletic than last time.
Scored Gold/Silver for NAPFA test.
Grew longer hair, a little spiky, and better looking.
Face... ehh... stretched a little.
55+ sit-ups in one minute, rather than primary school's 30 sit-up in one minute.
Some packs near my stomach/guts.
Knew more about gangsters, and to stay away from them.
Hates show-offs now.
Mastered many computer games, took up many stuffs like Facebook, Blogging, etc.
Fast-learner now. Can resist Fatigue.
Started thinking of good phrases to post onto Facebook. (My Own)
Starting to respect Other races, and Get along with them more easily than Chinese.
More Mature now, Know what words to use when speaking.
Able to do 4-10 pull-ups now, unlike secondary 1.

- Glad that I've appealed for St. Gabriel's secondary and manage to enter
Cause I was from Deyi Secondary school previously, (Sec 1)
A Chao Ah beng/Ah Lian School.
Really Happy, to know many great friends in St. Gabriel.
Theres gangsters in our school, but they aren't those who act cool or bully.
They would chat and befriend. Of course, they won't influence.
St. Gabriel's Canteen had delicious stuffs to eat.
And theres some funny yet good teachers.
Less gays than other boy's school, in my opinion.

Maybe we have the 'Gabriellite' Spirit fused in us, who knows.

Many CCAs, and a large piece of soccer field. 2 Basketball courts.
A Physical Education Room.

Still Quiet... But it did saved my ass when a teacher punishes me.
Have an under-developed wrist, which makes me look a little skinny...
Working on it.
No one bullies me now,
And I've completely gotten rid my bad habit of crying by the start of Secondary 2.

And Mrs Sim said I m gonna go to Secondary 3 Normal...
That won't be true. Cause Everyone knows that I won't fail.
They all smirked at that comment.
Or should I say, if I really end up in Normal, It would be -
Sim Guat Eng's curse.
It will not happen.

Tidy

Just did a few changes to my blog.
Too lazy to change my own blogskin as I m still working on Class blog's skin...

New Playlist is located right below the page. The old playlist is still here, just that it will not autoplay. The old playlist contains more songs than the new one.
I need some comment on comparing both playlists.

Thanks, now I need some sleep..

From Wed till Thursday

Okayzz... Tuesday...
Was lucky that Ms. Yap was absent, or I would be dead because I did not finish my chapter 2 hm wk.
But... Raymond Ng... zzzzz send me and a few others out of the maths class with our chairs and tables.
Stupid 2E6... Never see before people with their desks and chairs outside of the class? Like that also want to giggle..
Now I found out that In St. Gabriel, theres gays. I thought it was such a good school that no gays would exist in it. From the class 2E3. Alistair, Michael, and a few others can bear witness to gays hopping outside the school like some kind of happy red riding hood.. Wtf. Whats worse is that they are hopping around with hands holding onto each other's.
Girls can hold hands with each other ( I don't know why, and they like to call each other 'girl-friends' ) While boys definitely must not hold each others...
I hate gays. Showing their stupid silly face and crooked smile. Acting like dumbasses out of the school. "Weee! Weeeee!Whheeeee!"....
F*ck-tards.

Wednesday :
Morning - PC , Mr Chan Siew Fook took over. I forgot how it was, but it was rather ok-ok.
I went with Alistair for recess. We talked crap and make fun out of people (those hot-headed guys, Yu Jin isn't hot-headed).
Alistair To Yu Jin: "Oi, I give you plastic wrapper leh, say thank you leh! Walao, so rude sia"

Waaa... Saw so many 2E6 students with their desks and stuffs outside of the class.. suckers.
Last Lesson - D & T ! Zzzz !!! Taught by 3 old teachers! I doze off... Then Mr Lee woke me up, and told me to wash up in the toilet.
I Came back, and I raised a question " Sir, what if the buzzer goes off in the night? It will wake up the neighbours " (To act as if I m attentive xD)

Mr. Chan : " Oh thats a very good suggestion! (cause I was the only one in the class who bother to raise a suggestion) Well, The buzzer will not be able to wake the neighbours, as the sound level can be adjusted "

Go home ~

Thursday :

A few st.gabs boys zao school. And their pic was taken by Mr Lee Song Nian (Our Chinese Teacher) with his High-zoom Camera. It was the first time I ever saw someone who took such a clear and sharp picture from quite a distance. We could even see the face of that indian upper sec in the picture taken by the camera! And he was smiling :D.

It started when someone noticed the 3 guys running away with their bags.

A few of my classmates gathered at the window to take a look.
I, being a bastard, shouted "Hey! theres 2 nude woman outside!"
(Although it isn't realistic)
Many of my classmates then rush to the window and find out if theres any kind of 'woman'.

Again... Sent out of class by the maths teacher - Mr Raymond Ng, along with my desk and chair.

After School, Alistair and me went to Serangoon North Ave 1, near serangoon garden secondary school, where we meet Rion, her friends and later, Joel at the Basketball. Well... Rion didn't change much since primary school. And for Joel... He grew taller and more skinnier... Like a picture taken of him during primary school and using PhotoShop to stretch and make him look taller. His character still didn't grow much, its the same as Pri school.

I was silent for the whole meeting. Not sure why, I can't think of anything to talk or utter much words. Something in me was forbidding me to open my mouth. When we got away from Rion and her friends to meet Joel, I can say anything I like with ease to Alistair.
My impression to the 2 boys, named Nick and Benjamin (not ben tong), who accompany Rion was ... - Pai kia, act cool alot de.
But it turns out that both of them were really friendly, and cool. They didn't use any swear words or so.

Friday :

Forget already.

Recently, I heard a few classmates calling me " Emo boy " too... Idk why. I only expect girls to call me that, but not my classmates..
Emotional... Pfft.

Kris Allen - No Boundaries : Lyrics

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Lyrics | Kris Allen lyrics - No Boundaries lyrics


Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, Still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you think you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Busy

Will not be updating for awhile because of being occupied with school works and other stuffs. Thanks! (working on class blog, blogskin too!)
I m still using Facebook though.
New songs coming up soon.

Eminem - Beautiful : Lyrics

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so F***in' depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how or, why or when,
I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles


Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what It'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get F***ed. Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get F***ed. Just stay true to you


I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no f**king man servant
Tryna follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't funny like
Haa! Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, Goddamn!
Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles


Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what It'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get f***ed. Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get f***ed. Just stay true to you


Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hopes and pray
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
In every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if I meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face it'll stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each others shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet


Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what It'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get f***ed. Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get f***ed. Just stay true to you


Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone...
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Dad will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That, fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

Good luck, have fun

Yesterday... was angered by just a tinny winny minor problem.
Today I m perfectly happy. Placed it aside.

Someone told me this before : "Hey Kevin! smile leh! you look better when you smile, not with that gloomy face xD hahahaha"
I can't seem to smile. Its so hard. So stiff. I seem to be solemn this days.. I can Laugh easily.. but telling me to smile is a whole different story.
Joke? Yeah No problem. Smile? Force me.

Maybe hanging outside places might cheer me up. But where should I go? Who shall I go with?

Only reason to use the comp is Facebook and blog. Vanhelsing is busy with his stuffs and not able to play any WC 3 games.

Yesterday, during school...
We were to write some scripts about the movie that we watched in the english lesson. My group did well. Kajan enjoyed writing about how the Brazilians Footballers (represented as Lionel Messi) and the goalkeeper (represented as Casillas) lead the team, Durians, to victory. Many ideas came to our mind while we wrote, and it gets better. It needs more Dialogue. I do see some hatred in Kajan's eyes when Ishaaque came over for nothing and disturbed him.

Michael's group had some problem though, cause they haven't even start on it till the bell almost ring. They had to stay back in class to finish it up.

I wanna wish all those peeps whos birthday is in the month of July. Eg. Anthony Sim's. Hope you guys have fun during your parties, and may it be one of the most memorable days of your life.

There can only be one person in the world who is perfect in a certain field.
Thus, Instead of being the best, maximize your capacity and achieve whats in your range.
"I do not need to run faster than a cheetah, I just need to sprint faster than you"



Taylor Swift Ft. T-pain. Thug Story

Taylor Swift isn't a good rapper but still this sounds kinda nice.

I still remember the bad impression I've given to my friends during Primary school days till Secondary 1... I m sorry. Please forgive me. I've changed.

To the friend who told me that I would look better if I smile, thanks. I will try :)
And to Ryan Peh... : You should not treat your stead like a "spare tyre" who can be changed easily for another girl. Cherish her. But Oh well, Who could help ya? Everyone knows your a horny bastard.