Sleepwalker By Adam Lambert

I saw a picture of you...
Handing in an empty hallway.
I heard a voice that I knew...
And I couldn't walk away.
It took me back to the end.
Of everything,
I taste it all, I taste it all
The tears, again.

Outside the rain's fallin' down
There's not a drop that hits me
Scream at the sky but no sound
Is leavin' my lips
It's like I can't even feel
After the way you touched me
I'm not asleep but I'm not awake,
After the way you loved me...

I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you...
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker

Let me out of this dream

Everywhere that I go
I see another memory
And all the places we used to know
They're always there to haunt me
I walk around and I feel so lost and lonely
You're everything that I want
But you don't want me

I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you...
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker

Let me out of this dream, dream
Let me out of this dream

I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around with my eyes wide shut because of you...
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker

Let me out of this dream.

Homage

Today.... Nothing much again.
Just went to Aunt House and play games...

Heard from my Sis that Avatar is really nice.
Yeah, judging from the brief storyline she said, i think it is.
Gonna find people to watch it with me.
If you wanna watch it too, sms me :D

Now I m writing a few Report to achieve my Proficiency badges :D
Sir said I could wear my Standard badge since I only have to complete the easiest part - FootDrill.
haha. This is gonna be so sweet

Annual Training Camp - Hell Yeah.

Just came back today :D
Annual Training Camp (Scouts) was way better than what I had thought to be.
Had to bring a huge hoversack :/ can't walk properly as it was bulky.

I m a Probational Patrol Leader now instead of a Probational Chief Quartermaster.

Day one, 14th December 2009

Arrived on time in school to board the bus to Sarimbun Scout Camp.
Its located in Lim Chu Kang.

The day before, I carved a wood found outside my house, producing smooth plate edges and the word, S.C.O.U.T.
I revealed it from my plastic bag to show a fellow friend, and Ben sir caught sight of it
He was amazed by the creation and wanted to obtain it as a souvenir for the Scout Den.

Arrived in Sarimbun Scout Camp.

Afternoon -
All of us kept getting pumped, and running from area to area.
sigh...

Evening -
Had a great dinner. Though the Camp Cooks gave alot, it was really delicious.

Nighttime -
My patrol is on Guard Duty.
Theres recently cases of dogs being aggressive and attacking campers.
So the protection we could put up is to arm ourselves with sharp-pointed poles, torchlight, doggy treats.
Don't underestimate our poles as weapon. I can swing it well!

So far, we only sighted a dog trying to enter our campsite.


Its really dark. I could barely see anything.
Got bored after awhile. Wish to sleep as soon as our shift is over.

Just as we were about to sleep...
Two whistle blows are heard.
It meant Fire Drill.....
ZZZzzz

Day Two, 15th December 2009

Morning -

Physical Training.

Followed by breakfast and later on, Kayaking.

Afternoon -

Came back from Kayaking.
Our clothes and footwear are soaked.

We played a simple but uniquely fun game.
The rules are simple -> We have to blindfold ourselves with out scarf, and make many turns to reach the sir's dormitary.
It was much interesting when we observe how we travel along the fields in different groups, looking like idiots while trying to feel our way around.
The first round was done by my scouts and I. The ventures just sat on a bench and watched.
I was holding on to Marcu's shoulders.
He suddenly hit the flagpole.
I thought I would be smarter than him as not to hit the same flagpole. So I lost my grip on his shoulder, and wander aimlessly, trying to locate them again. And I collide into another flagpole.
Venture Jolian then pulled me away from my team members, into a lowered terrain.
They laughed at us when we pulled off our blindfolds.
Venture Jolian mimicked us:
"hahahaha, you know you all look like idiots while walking"
he started to play out as us, walking wobbly with hands up high and ramming into something hard.

After that, the venture tried to blind-walk. They did no better than us lol
As soon as they start, they immediately walked off-course with a left turn. They almost hit the fence.
Another one was when the church groups came out of their dormitary, and the ventures were using the walls as guidance to reach the other end.
They had to pass by many people, who were wondering what we were doing.

Thereafter, we got punished by Miss Siti (The other group was selfish to an extent that it pissed her)


While being punished, theres a Church Group camping too (or rather living in domitaries instead of Ridge Tents.)
They start blurting out useless, nonsensical and immature comments. The worst? Hiding behind window panes, being a wuss by not saying it infront of our face alone.


These snobs, scrubs, immature, short-visioned tards should burn in hell. They've probably read their bible upside down.
They came from Raffles Institution too. Perhaps the girls are from Raffles Girls School too. Figures. Grouping these bitches and assholes together.

Evening -
Had a 'Confidence walk' in the dark. Similar to a Night walk. Just that we have to be tested with questions related to Scouts.

My cousin just arrived in the camp.

We need not do guard duty on that day.



Day 3 16th, December 2009

Morning -
Inspection did not turn out really well.
We had to do loads of punishment.
At a point, my whole body start to tremble.
Shaun Sir noticed that, and he checked if I was okay.
He sent Venture John to check me once more at our campsite.
Venture John said I trembled alot, which means I am really tired, and have to rest.

I sat in the Kitchen shed to recover myself.

Minutes later, the bitch and assholes church group walked on a pathway 4 metres away from the kitchen shed.
Venture Brian and Venture Joshua was seeking out each other's opinion as to which girl is more pretty and hot.
They came to a conclusion that they are all dressed like sluts and wore a face that just look like a bitch.
Venture Joshua started hurling insults at the bitches loudly.
Venture Joshua :"Oi Bitch! Bitch!"
When the church group looked at him, he felt a little ashamed and start to back out from his actions.
Venture Brian then backed him and said "Hey! don't be a pussy! Just call them a bitch! feel no shame!"
Venture Brian said it louder :"ey Bitch! Ey bitch! Oi Bitch!"

I usually don't side with criticism and hurting other's feelings, but I think those girls deserved it since they are bitches of a kind.

Afternoon -
We had to do backwoodsman cooking again.
I learned many backwoodsman techniques from Venture Aaron and SL Shaun.

Evening -
We taught knots to the Sec 1s to pass their standard.

Shaun Sir approached me and told me that due to the wood that I carved out, I could get a Craftsman Proficiency badge if I write a report on how I carved it, where it came from and the reason why I m doing it.

Nighttime -
We have to partake in a Ceremony where the new Probational Assistant Patrol leaders and Patrol leaders are selected and the promotion of an Adult Leader to Assistant Venture Scout Leader.

Jonathan Koh's name was announced as one of the Probational Assistant Patrol Leader.
He just raised his hand and stared into blank space without acknowledging SL Shaun.

After that, Ben sir said we can take a good rest, no time limit to reach our tents, no exact time for lights out and no PT the next day, plus an additional sleep time for us.

Everyone went into a fit of joy when sir said that :D
We were overjoyed and many people were congratulating me for becoming a probational Patrol Leader.


Out of Concern, I asked Jonathan why he stood in the ceremony without acknowleding Sir.
He said he was shocked.

Day 4, 17th December 2009
Nothing much, just packing up and heading back to School.

Really happy today ^^ Back home resting well and enjoying myself. Maybe this was the sense of 'Ful-filling' Venture Junrong promised?
Achieving many badges, attaining a new rank soon and overcoming a 4D3N camp? Yeah, I guess :D

I'll try to make my posts shorter next time, sorry! hahaha

Malaysia

Too lazy to find out whens the date I went overseas.
(same reason for why I did not update the blog, sorry!)

It happened on a Thursday.
At that time, my younger cousin, Pei shang, somehow got her passport expired.
Wowzers. Just what we needed.

It also lead to a quarrel between my father and the woman at the check-in counter of the airport.
When she started the conversation with my uncle about the passport expiry stuffs,
I knew she was an arrogant fool.

Heres part of the conversation :

"...no, the POINT is, the Singapore immigration authority...."

The above sentence meant that shes trying to dominate the conversation, as if shes trying to prove him wrong instead of aiding him.
Well... thereafter, I went off to take a seat and start playing the PSP and my sister and two cousins related to me what happened.

My father started quarrelling with that fat lady.
I have to admit - he is in the wrong too, for raising his voice at the trouble we have to take to permit my younger cousin to follow us.

But she nearly did what we would've needed.

She threatened and said :"Do you want me to call the police?"
My father said :"CALL THEN. I M NOT AFRAID"

Please la. The police hotline is only for theft, rescue, danger, etc. , Not meant for settling some minor disputes.
Both of them can settle it in the police station itself.



Day 1 of Sabah Trip.

Nothing much, just having dinner at my relative's house and checking into a resort.

Day 2 of Sabah Trip

Went to some island beach to play para-sailing, jet-ski, sun-bathing, etc.
It was really great and I enjoyed it

Day 3 of Sabah Trip

We went up the mountain for river rafting.
Yeah you know, something like kayaking.
We stayed in a hotel up in the mountain too, for one night.

Day 4 of Sabah Trip

Descend the mountain.
Everyone else except the 3 mountain climbers, who were in the midst of climbing Mount Kinabalu, were to take a flight home to Singapore.
My cousin, Eden, and I, remained in Malaysia, and we did what all boys love to do -
Play computer games in E-cafes.



After returning from Sabah, we still had to travel to KL, to attend our relative's wedding dinner.
No one enjoys the journey through immigration checkpoint and johor bahru till you arrive at the destination.
Either I'm sleeping in the car or playing PSP again, or simply just looking at the scenary...

Saw 2 St. Gabriel's Boys in a shopping mall too, wearing Gabriellite PE T-shirts.
Such a coincidence.

My cousins and I went to a water theme park near the hotel.
I wanted to try flying fox but I don't know how to get up there =.=







Now I m losing my interest for computer games.
While everyone else start getting addicted to Left 4 dead 2, Modern Warfare 2, etc.
I'll take a break until StarCraft 2 is released.
Maybe go for a swim, read a book, watch TV, cycling, something else.

Whenever I log on to facebook, I'll just look at whos online, try to find someone to talk to, and start singing a random song =/ then I go afk or read some posts...

Had backwoodsman cooking again today.
This time we had to use our own ingredients instead of maggie mee.
Results are horrible....
My patrol should use a coconut as a container instead of a watermelon, cause it burned too easily :(
And Coconut has coconut milk which could somehow make the rice taste better.

PL David told me to cut the head, feet of the chicken and to dig the guts out.
I didn't get a proper knife from the den and end up using a fruit knife.

Halfway while removing the head, Venture Xiang Le came over and said he wanted to inspect the chicken when I'm done.
The aunties from the Canteen helped me remove the feet, ass, and some bones from the chicken using a scissors.
They told me I have to dig the shit out too from the ass cause its un-hygienic. yuck...


I moved the chicken to the venture's table for Venture Xiang Le to do something to it.
They kept shouting "AHHHH! GET IT OFF!"
"Take it away!!!"
I was like.... ???? wut. ?.?

They also joked.
"Aiya! make him run rounds during ATC lah!"
One venture then said :" Ey Scout ! Scout! Whats your name? *Told him my name* Ah okay." They started laughing.
LoLs. hahaha

I returned to the firepit, and 15 mins later, the watermelon chao da and break.
The Skewer isn't ready yet, and we met a few problems too.
Our chicken keep falling into the ashes...
The potatos almost became un-retrievable because of goldfish...
The spinach doesn't seem to be cooking well...
Sigh..
At the end of the cooking, we still had to do punishment as a result of bad cooking.

After the meeting end, about 7 scouts went with me to Mcdonald at central.
Ahhh... what a good way to enjoy ourselves after a hard day's work, aye?

Girls need to realize.. ♥

Found this particular e-mail in my inbox while clearing FB junks,
and I thought of sharing it here.




We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.


We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.

That it can't wait till the morning.


Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.


The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.



Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.


Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.


Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.


You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.


Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.


Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.


Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.


Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.


On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.


Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.


Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.


Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.


Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Written by a guy

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I'll never forget what a fucking guy said at Chomp Chomp about me, to his group of friends during June holidays

Stranger :"Woah... his eyes made him look like a serial killer"
And all his boys and girls stopped talking, and take a glance at me.


I didn't know I look serious until someone points it out to me.


*Wednesday*:

SCC - a meeting where PLs, APLs, ALs, any sec 2 and aboves scouts, attend to plan the next scout meeting.

The PLs told me to attend.

Before that, we went to Jolian's house to touch-up on our poster for the Charity drive, Scouting for Food.
Helped with some typing then use his comp to play wc3.

Thereafter, went to Shaun sir's house.
They brought up the topic of choosing the new Chief quartermaster for next year.
The PLs brought Zhi Xin, Huang Hao and me as we met the standards of becoming a Chief quartermaster.
But there can only be one Chief Quartermaster in the unit and thus,
I was chosen by the rest, among the three of us, to become a Probational Chief Quartermaster (Understudy / Not yet confirmed).

*Friday*:

Scout meeting.
Backwoodsman re-test for the Sec 1s.
Since some sec 2s had already completed the test,
We need not take the re-test.
Not much, but really had fun laying the foundation for a firepit, and watching it burn to ashes.

At 4 p.m. ,
I had to go to school again to appeal for the 2nd time to pure science class.
This time, I am meeting the teacher-in-charge face to face.
I just kept quiet while my father boast about his past,
saying that he took Physical science (Which means combined science in the past)
and he regretted because he only scored for a single subject instead of using the time to score for 2 different subject.
He too, boasted that he attained an A1 for biology, and his so-called IQ DNA will be passed down to me.
LOL.
The 3 teachers tried to tell him that my father is himself, while I am my ownself,
we are not the same, and there is no logic to prove that I will be successful in the meantime.
Rofl Lmao.

Then, out of the blue, the teacher sitting at the middle suddenly brought this up
"Your Son look really serious with that kind of look".

Wtf? ahahahaha, so does that mean its a yes for me to enter pure science classes?

She continued inquiring :

"Is he naughty during lesson times?"
"Does he talk alot to his fellow peers and disrupt the teacher's teaching?"

After the whole thing ended, they said they were the physics and chemistry teachers for upper secondary students.
Ouch.

*Saturday*:

SCOUTING FOR FOOD!

Its fun!! really!!
What does collecting many unwanted items, old clothings, miscellaneous items till the whole stuff can't fit into the salvation bus means...?

It means we succeeded!


Among the many items collected were...

Many old clothes,
Sofas,
Radios,
Fans,
new-looking cooking machine,
books, magazines,
Toys, soft toys, swords,
Etc.

We also hand out flyers, persuade people to buy food and such for the needy and elderly from the Shop 'N' save supermarket.
I went with Darren Ong to hand out flyers door-to-door, and also carry back any items to the community center if need be.
We carried an old rice cooker and fan.

You'll feel a sense of satisfaction after completing this charity drive.
You'll feel as if your not useless at all.

Went to Grandma's house to eat after that.
Fell asleep there due to exhaustion from Scouting for Food

My Cousin came to my house to stay for one-night after that.


*Today*:

In the Morning, went to Bishan Park to take the two dogs for a walk and to cycle.
Sleep for the rest of the afternoon ...

Sometimes I wonder whos reading this blog of mine..
Because some people don't tag the chatbox at all

Gonna re-watch Lord of the Rings and Bruce Almighty
It beats sitting infront of the computer.

^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^
I wanna know what shes thinking...

Changed the blogskin again for the third time.

Wednesday:

Played with Sec 3s Krisfossen and Jolian on Garena
Had fun, though we met alot of jackass while playing.

Thursday:

Went to PL Jolian's House to do the Scouting for food poster.
They were playing wintermaul.
While the other scouts and I were walking around/working on the poster.
Sheng Hong keep touching the dog's ****.
Nothing better to do sia lol.

Friday:

Scout in the morning,
done backwoodsman cooking.
I had to do it with the rest of the sec 1s since I did not achieved standard yet.
I definitely had fun burning wood and dried leaves,to cook our food.
Also, a few other sec 2s and I used spades and shovels to dig the fire pit.
I tell you, it wasn't easy though it seem like it was.
It beats Physical training anyways.

Went for tuition at 7:30 p.m.
Get the weird feeling everytime whenever I go for tuitions.

Saturday:

Scout meeting in the morning again.
This time, we had to distribute the 'Scouting for food' flyer to the neighbourhood around st. Gabriel's while informing them of detailed stuffs.

Slack infront of Scout den.
Dismiss.
Slot the flyers into some mailboxes.

Play at playground for awhile
Thereafter, went back home.
Stone...
Stone...
Stone...
Dota...
Eat...
Dota...
Halo...
Stone...
Go out
went back
Sleep.

Sian.
Must find people to loiter outside le.

Today:

In the morning, ate roti prata at Jalan Kayu.
Sleep in the afternoon,
Went for swimming at serangoon garden country club
Come back and blog.
SIAN LAR.

Nothing to type also...

You can say I have nothing better to do or I have too much free time on my hands.

I m just going to write some major point since 5 years till now.

Primary 3:

I start to study hard, ensuring that my homework is done right after I returned home from school.It became a daily habit naturally.
1 month before every test/examinations, I would spend my time doing 20+ other school's test paper.
I became devoted to studying, taking a liking for it.
I would frequently score full marks for either my Mathematics and Science.
My English would remain at 90+.
My chinese would remain above 75.

I played hard too. My ex-primary school (before I attend Zhonghua Primary) was Serangoon Garden South School, and it has a library which allows student to play games on the computer. My first Online game? Gunbound. First Webbie online game? Runescape/battleon.

Primary 4:

I still had the good habit.
I was scoring really well for every test and exams.
Also, I had the pressure of competing against other top-scorers in the class, which made the whole experience more intriguing.
I received a $50 or $200 cheque from our principal. Up till now, I still can't forget his name. He is Mr Cher.
Mr Cher is a really kind, noble, and a man of moral and values.
I've never seen him raised his voice before (unlike the principal of Zhonghua Pri, Mr Chua)

I started playing Maplestory and World Of Warcraft too, at this age.

Yeah, I was quite a show-off then. An immature boy who lacked self-discipline and responsibility. I was a spoilt brat.

Another thing I regretted for long.
I did not have a good appetite. I would skip recess to play games instead of eating.
At home, I m picky with my food. Thats why I became so Skinny and puny, along with high metabolism rate, which made it worst.

Primary 5:

I transferred to Zhonghua Primary school.
Mr Cher, was about to retire, and the land of Serangoon Garden South School was to be taken over by the government and used by the french school (thats why nowadays, you can see quite a number of ang moh in serangoon gardens)

I lost the habit of studying and finishing my homework on time.
Though I lost that good habit, I became more... open-minded and chatty (at times).
I start to play with my classmates, both boys and girls.

First few month of the year, I was scoring with flying colours.
Thereafter... My grades slipped.

Stopped my World Of Warcraft games.

Primary 6:

PSLE. Nothing to say.

Secondary 1:

All the boys are still immature. All the girls are half-mature, as we know.
In St. Gabriel's Secondary, There was no girls at all.
I was not used to it till after 2 months later.
I would not do self-studies at all until the exam periods draw near.
More gaming. Even the re-activation of my World Of Warcraft account.
I still ignored eating well and exercising.

Secondary 2:

I grew more matured by the end of the June Holidays.
I start to value friendship and respect people.
Also, I became more Sensitive, which has its good and bad points.
Good : I know how people feel, and 'read' what people usually thinks.
Bad : I would mis-understand what people were saying. As in, what they had said, were to bad-mouth me.

Another thing I regretted during my June Holidays.
I've played TOO MUCH computer games.
I had huge panda eyes.
I would play from 1am -5am and longer, or even play without sleeping for 24 hours.
Result? Weaker body, concentration and eyesight.

After that, I start to exercise, eat alot, etc.

Today:

Saw something.
It made me think, for quite awhile.
Yeah. Don't wanna say what I saw.
I hope I can change for the better.
I wish.

In My shoes, just to see, what its like, to be me,
I'll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what It'll be like to,
Feel your pain, you feel mine,
Go Inside each other's mind,
Just to see, what we find..
Look at shit through each other's eyes..
But don't let them say you ain't beautiful...
They can all get ----ed just stay true to you...


Went for Scout event : Joti, today!
It was great! Made many overseas scouts as friends through the internet
Eg. - from Australia, New Zealand , etc.
And they would be coming over to Singapore for World Jamboree (another scout event)
Achieved a Souvenir badge for my uniform, which fitted nicely above my unit badge and NPC 2008 souvenir badge :D
Also, we played WII while waiting for our turn to use the comp for chatting.
I participated in some crazy yet funny games ! : Burp (shaking the WII control to see who could produce a burp strong enough to blow up the whole city) I dealt the most damage to Paris. Fart Wars (Some crazy rabbit farting in the air to fly...) Blowing up the TNT, and Bumper Cars (My Favorite since young!)

Okay here is one of the conversation on MIRC (while making friends) :

Rachel(Not the real name): Hi
Kevin: Hey there
Rachel: Where are you from?
Kevin: Singapore, how about you?
Rachel: I m from Aus :)
Kevin: Cool.
Rachel: How old are you?
Kevin: 14, what about you?
Rachel: (without answering my question) Are u hot?
Kevin: I don't know how to judge myself
Rachel: Lol

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1. Joti is to make friends with scouts from overseas via the internet.
2. This isn't the type of online session where you get interested in the opposite gender.
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Didn't go to Javiel's Church today due to a family dinner with some relatives from malaysia.
But, I will be participating in an event with him and his friends at Vivo City tomorrow :D

After that, Cousin came to my house and I played DotA while he watched.


"Lately I've been hard to reach... I've been too long on my own...
Everybody has.. a private world, where they can be.. alone...
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you..." - Beautiful by Eminem

After watching the youtube video - 'Big Impact', (Through facebook)
I felt that though there are people who do not believe in God,
they shouldn't go around influencing other people, to make them change their beliefs.

I do not really believe in God, but neither do I doubt him.

But if I were one of the students in the lecture hall,
I'll challenge the professor with many logic,
not as a Christian, but as a free-thinker.

Anyways...
back to reality.
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
well... It was a breeze to me, a season of winter to others.
I wasn't mugging (Really.) Instead,
I was studying by the computer, and whenever my eyes shift to the computer,
Its hard to resist turning it on.

Heres what I thought of the exams:

Maths - A high chance of getting an A1. The papers (1&2) are so easy!

English - Depends, but definitely will not fail nor have results lower than 70

Science - High chance of getting an A1 or A2.

Chinese - Average chance of getting at least a pass.

Geography - No Idea

History - No idea

Literature - No idea

Art - Will upload some of my Art Preparatory work on facebook at 'My Sketch'.

Today :

Alistair came to my house to play.
We had a good time alright,
taking turns to play DOTA , Halo and watching some funny youtube videos through facebook,
shared by our fellow friends.
He was here from 2 pm till 7 +pm.
He told me that I should learn to play a Guitar or any other music instruments, insisting that its fun.

Will be going to Javiel's HeartOfGod Church on Saturday 7 pm.
And before that, 'Joti' (A scout event with other schools) on Saturday , 10 am.

Wednesday:
After maths paper, Went to the LAN at serangoon gardens with Alistair.
We met Reuben and his friend there, so we played a 2v2 dota match.
we played like 3 or 4 rounds.
They won the first round and we won the other 2 or 3 rounds.

For those who are interested in what heroes are used -

Alistair : Obsidian Destroyer, Soulkeeper, Anti-mage
Kevin : Sniper, Drow Ranger, Prophet
Reuben and his friend : Axe x2, Viper x2, Shadow Shaman, Priestess of the moon

Tuesday:
Went to The same LAN again,
With Alistair and his 2E4 Classmates.
Met the 2E3 group there too.

Monday:
Science test.
I got the chemical formulae wrong!
But I think I did well for the rest of the others.

Nicholas Tan better not fail! xD

Alright... off to DOTA. Add me - death-binder or Athenage on Battle.net (I don't play Garena)
HAPPY !!! CHEERS !

"This we know - Earth does not belong to man: Man belongs to Earth. All things are connected like the blood that unites us all. Man did not weave the web of life. He is merely a Strand in it. Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself." - Chief Seattle, year 1862.

Tuesday:

Can't remember much le...

Wednesday:

Bryan Hoon Pwn'd Benjamin Tong with a kick to the ass!
1-0
Was a nice flying+spinning kick.
And it was just a friendly match.

Stayed back with a few others for Chinese oral.
While waiting, played Ying Hern's PSP, to help him kill something in Monster hunter
Thought I would do badly for My orals, because i didn't prepare or whatever.
I think I did well, cause I had alot to talk about during Conversation, about stress.
For the reading, well... not so great. Had lots of words I don't recognise.

Heres the question asked by Mr Lee Song Nian :
*Translated in english*
Mr. Lee: Whats the subject gives you the most stress?
My answer - Maths and Science
Reason : Although My Chinese is really poor, I felt that my Maths and Science gave me the most stress (Not at all actually)
because Primary School maths & science is totally different from Secondary School maths & science.
Whats more is that there are alot of high scoring students in my class for both subject, thus I felt pressurized because I usually get the feeling of competition.

Mr. Lee: Recently theres a few china students who committed suicide due to too much pressure. What do you think about having too much stress?
My Answer: (Learned it from my tuition teacher) If we do not have any stress at all, we will be like a flattened ball, unable to move. If we have too much stress, we will be like balloons which burst.

This is what Mr Lee thinks:

- I have improved greatly since sec 1
- He likes that phrase
- Hes surprised when I say Maths & Science was the subject which gave the most stress, instead of Chinese

YES!!!!

Thursday:

ZZzzzz.... I really ain't good at remembering what usually happened...

Friday:

Great day today.
Thanks to Yu Jin for telling me the wrong info = = wasted my time writing the wrong letter.

Javiel told me to go to the Heart of God Church.
Still considering if I really wanna go to any church.
And I don't know which to choose.
Alistair also told me to go to his church.

Stayed back for awhile today.
Came out from the Main Gate, and a Primary school Maris stella boy from the bus, stick out his middle finger at Bryan Hoon.
They were going to Zhi Xin's house to study.

I went to the bus stop instead of following them.
And... you guys remember the teacher who pumped the whole class because I wasn't paying attention to his nonsensical ranting?
I met him there.

Also, I caught a Really fat Maris stella kid trying to steal some tibbits from the shop.
I don't know wth is his motive, mumbling to himself when he was caught.
I did stopped him for the shop owner
Thereafter, he asked me with his high-pitched voice:
"Can I borrow 55 cents from you?"
I was hesitant because I've given bus fares to many upper sec St. Gabriel students.
I made up my mind, and gave him, without expecting any returns from him.
Anyways, it doesn't matter whether he cheats or not.

At 7:30 pm,

Went for tuition.
Topic :
Discriminating which is a good or a bad conclusion for an essay.
Had fun penning down one alright.
I copied a part from the passage.
Jotted it down onto my paper and this is what it says:

"Unless man acknowledge the importance of sustaining the Earth's biodiversity to maintain the delicate interdependencies that link Flora and Fauna, life on Earth as we know it could cease to exist (I copied this sentence).
Chief Seattle, a North-American Indian, once said this :"We all know that man is just a strand in the web of life, whatever he does to the web, he does to himself (This is from the Geography textbook. I did not copy it properly thus it sounds strange)" We must be vigilant in preserving the environment, for there is still hope."

My teacher, Mrs De, said it in a really hilarious way.
Halfway through reading my "copied" sentence...

"Hmmm.... This sounds familiar..."

*The whole class laughed*

"Looks like someone has many girlfriends because Kevin gave the word Flora and Fauna a capital letter"
(I was merely trying to make it 'important' by adding the capital letters)

*The whole class laughed, yet again*

It was quite rare for the class to laugh.

Mrs De : (After reading my incorrect quote...) "Are you sure some North American Indian made this speech? It sounds like you
made it up"

*The Whole class laughed, again and again*

Now everyone calls me Chief Seattle.
I find it funny too.



For my previous essay I wrote, based on the law of the few, and My teacher said it was short but really good.

The question - What are the qualities that you think will make a good leader?

My essay:

A good leader should possess an aura of confidence as it will inspire people who are under him.
A good leader should be encouraging and yet observant, pin-pointing the mistakes his juniors committed, and followed by words of encouragement in a resonant, polite and clear manner of speaking, teaching them how to discriminate what's right and what's wrong.
A leader must have a way of interacting with different kinds of people, as the level of discipline and obedience partly depends on how close the juniors are, to the leader himself.
A good leader is best to have a clear mindset, being committed, purposeful and knowing what he wants to achieve while expecting his followers to do the same.
Last but not least, a good leader ensures that his followers, soon to be potential leaders, go further than the leader himself, physically and mentally, in all the aspects that they were taught.

I learned the last sentence from Scouts.

"I woke up in horror and with cold sweat. The sudden word 'death' struck my mind.
I wondered if it will be the end of all sweet memories I had experienced. I laid back onto my bed, and a sweet dream soothed me.."

Today:

Went to Ion Orchard.
First time there.
And I dislike that place. So Boring. Everything is so expensive.
I don't really like to shop on weekends.

After that, went for tuition.
I think I just went there to get humiliated by others...
I felt so sad today..
That I can't focus in completing my assignment.....

Either I m Over-sensitive or I guessed it right...
...


Saturday :

Felt really sleepy,
So I slept at 5 p.m.
Woke up at 7 p.m. ,
and I couldn't find my glasses (I need it to prevent my eyes from being damaged when using the computer)
until I saw the Garfield near my window, wearing it =.=
Wasted a few minutes of my time wandering around

Friday :

Mr Nigel Ng talked about his experience during Re-service as a Guards.
He said that he had to experience a realistic battlefield, and he and his platoon had to dodge real bullets.
At night, the bullets had to be painted so as to give a lighting effect, and it could be seen flying past.
Michael made fun of it : "Sperms! sperms sperms flying past!"
Nigel Ng then gave him an earful.
Mr Ng also said he had to carry a laser gun weighing 5kg, his backpack weighing about 10kg, and fight a battlefield, using laser guns in a natural environment.
Sounds fun, but not the fact that you had to walk at least 6km.

Had tuition at 7 p.m.
My Topic for it was : What qualities do you think a good leader should possess?
Based on the Law of the Few, whereby a single, sociable person could carry a message of the impending British invasion of Boston to a large area in a short time.

Reached home at 9:30 p.m.
I started drawing my incomplete helmet and was done at around 12 p.m.


Too lazy to draw the anti-drug art competition poster card in School,
especially when your only given 1-day of time. sian.

Thursday :

Normal School day

Free period during MT lesson. I hate the first relief teacher that entered. So Unreasonable and act fierce.
The second relief teacher that entered was great! Once a student from St. Gabriel's too.
Hes very tall. Wei Le and a few others keep asking him what he ate.
When I wasn't doing my Chinese homework,
The first relief teacher said this "Since you don't cherish this paper, should I tear it for you?"
I kept quiet.
The second relief teacher said this "Please kindly start on your Chinese homework" *With a smile*
Not only that, he even gave me suggestions, telling me and a few others of his experience as a student.
He also stated that Chinese was his worse and least interested subject, but it was as important as any other subject.

Two is better than One Lyrics

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know.. this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face, 
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one



Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

Epic Fail

"Yo Taylor, I- I m really happy for you, I'll let you finish, but Beyonce has the best music video of all times... one of the best music video of all time!" - Kanye West, on MTV VMA 2009

Over the internet... : " !@#$ YOU KANYE, YOU JUST STEPPED ON A KITTEN!" - Katy Perry

Kanye said he wanted to apologize, but he really didn't mean it =)
This incident will go by easily, so lets not brood about it for long.
You just gotta know whos a good singer and whos not.
Different people have their own opinions.

Today...
Raymond Ng threw my paper to the ground infront of the class.
Yeah, I did get mad alright, but I didn't show it.
When the whole immature class still continued to laugh at the paper which I gave only one answer,
I shouted angrily at the people who laughed at me.

Now I m trying to sleep early every night,
as I've broke off from computer games.
Thanks to my friends for their useful advice!

Medical Attention!

Wrap, Tie, and its all done!

Basic Adult First Aid Course @ St. John Brigade.
(Beach road)From 8-10 sep.

8th Sep:

Day 1 - 9 am. Our instructor, named Mr. Kok,
Though old and slow,
is well-versed in First aid.
Entering the room,
All of us listened quietly as he begins his lesson.
A muffled, soft voice came out, instead of what we expected.
The class turned rowdy and noisy.

Later through the course, 5-8 sec 1s scouts and a few sec 2s scouts went up to the third floor,
to take a peek at the girl guides, who were also taking their Course.
Immature. Really. They are not aware of the consequence it would bring.

I've uploaded a few photos onto Facebook.

The course ended around 3pm.
I went with PL Jolian and PL Bryan, along with Jian Heng
to the Queen's Scout shop to look at some old, unique scout items, including badges.
Benjamin Sho (sir) was there.

Day 2 - The Patrol Leaders and Benjamin Sho (Sir) were not happy with scouts running up to the third floor to look up for the girl guides
while they were having their lessons. PL Bryan Ong told everyone that if they want to look up for the girl guides,
they are allowed to interact with them ONLY during Lunchtime.

At the end of the course, I saw Zhi Xin falling in with the Assistant patrol leaders.
I didn't care about him then.
Thereafter, the APLs were allowed to take over the rest of the scouts.
Instead of falling in with us, Zhi Xin stood by the APLs and talked like a big shot, giving us orders, as if he was an APL himself.
That kinda angered me somehow.
PL Jolian shut him up and made him fall back in by saying this :"Oi Zhi Xin, You APL is it?"

These are the few stuffs that I hate about Zhi Xin -
1)Show-off (Its fine to be proud, just that he shouldn't cross the line)
2)Attitude Problem (Though its fine to teach the sec 1s to differ whats right and whats wrong, I felt that he should speak in a more gentle, softer and yet in a stern way. Also, he did not treat the other rank-less sec 2s with the kind of respect they need)
3)One bark to silence the scouts is okay. Two barks to silence the scouts is enough. Four or more barks is terribly annoying! X.X
4)He sometimes roll his eyes whenever a sec 1 or 2 suggest to him an advice.

I don't want to continue any further

Day 3 - I studied for the First Aid test with Darren Ong.
All the stuffs which I studied for did not appear in the theory test = =

I suggested to Mr. Kok if he would allow our lunch break to be at 12:30pm. (So it would allow the sec 1s a chance to interact with the girl guides, since the girl guide's lunch break was 12:30, and the sec 1 scouts are a little desperate >.> )
Mr. Kok was kind and he gave a lunch break from 12:00 pm to 1:30 pm.

After eating at Pizza hut, I followed PL Zi Wei and PL Bryan around that area.
They bought an Eclipse candy, and wanted me to share it with the rest of the scouts. Kind of them, right? haha.

Took the Practical test at 4 pm. Was effing nervous that I forgot the method to make an Arm Sling with the bandage.

Left with a few more homework to be done.
The course took up most of my time for studying.

Requiem

I've hid myself, in darkness.
Isolation, is but necessary in my change.
I've found my weakness and points which I could improve on.
And I must be determined to change it.
Or face Failure.

Knowledge is a sweet thing when it open up new paths to traverse.

As Cold, Harsh, Silent, and yet peaceful as the season of Winter,
Whereby autumn leaves falls to the ground, and the land sleeps.
It sleeps to brace for the upcoming harshness.
But all is silent when the time comes,
And when Winter is over,
Trees reform, growing new leaves, Stronger, Tougher, Imbued with Nature's blessing.

It will surge with life, Joy, Tranquility, Confidence, Refreshed.

And...
All those who once ignored it, will see its true colours.
That, I would vow for.
- Kevin

The above passage I've written, signifies what went wrong before.
It means that I've taken so many things for granted, Good ones.
Yet, I did not maintain it.
Yet, I did not protect it.
Thus, It died.

It also means that I will change myself for the better.
No one will truely know what I meant.
You shall see a different side of me in the future,
Neither 2 years later nor one day later, but somewhere in the middle, or even earlier.
Who knows? Afterall,
New perspective are un-predictable.

And hope you like the new blogskin which I finally bothered to change.
Some New songs too.

Gotta go for tuition, will write about my experience in my Scout's First Aid Course at night.
Bye!

Yowch xD

Pfft... Today,
I had to visit the Dentist as my tooth hurt.
Arrived at 11:15 am.
Did some check up, and the dentist said that my tooth has been really badly decayed due to
some circumstances in which the decaying process accelerated. The decay had been so bad that it had touched
my nerves, and if left unchecked, it will swell.
The dentist cleaned my decay, and patched it up.
She also had to do some kind of root canal treatment, which is to...
REMOVE my NERVE in that one teeth!
At first, I was like... What the hell...
I braced myself for it, but before that, I went for lunch.
At 3:30 pm, The treatment begins.
Also, I had to be scanned by X-rays.
I m exposed to an amount of radiation...
Fortunately, the dentist is gonna numb first =D
Drilled a hole in my tooth, and somehow, she manage to remove the nerve around there.

Sunday - 6th sep :

Bought some World of Warcraft books and Starcraft manga from Kinokuniya at Takashimaya!
Cost over $100 though...

Went for Science tuition at 3:30 pm.
After the tuition, I went to 7-eleven, but I did not bring along my wallet.
Came out, and start heading back home by running.
While running, a girl whom i dont know, suddenly look at me, and curl up her fingers to her chin, saying : "So Cute!"
I don't know why, but that has been happening to me since Wednesday, 2nd sep...


Saturday - 5th sep :

ZZZZZZzzzz....
Should have gone for Scout cycling expedition instead of the Helping hand thingy..
bah...

If any 2E5 is reading this, please don't tell Ryan Peh that the 3 girls whom are our guide said this about him:
His shoes are nice, but hes plump
LOL.
I don't wanna say out about the other words that the girls said.

Friday - 4th sep :

Scout was fun.
The secondary 2s had to go to AMK hub for map-making.
I thought I was gonna suck in that section.
Instead, I drew a part of the map which is more detailed than some of the Oriental specialist! xD (The map is to be done in 2 teams of 7, thus, we split up our work into groups of 3 each.Both teams are co-operating at that moment as time was running out)

Went for an english tuition on 7:30 pm.

Also, my problem with Raj and 2E3 is settled!
It was actually a misunderstanding,
thats why.


Thursday - 3rd sep :

Forgot, just remembered that I went for the Maths tuition.
The tutor is a good one! He knows how to solve problems almost instaneously AND he tells funny jokes!
He also know about some teen stuffs.


After watching this video,
I wonder why girls seem to have so much fun.









And...
I wanna watch Aliens in the Attic!
2E5, organise something? :P









I love Comedy!

Everything Counts.

~Essence~

You value water when walking in a desert.
You value happy moments when your at a funeral.
You value friendship when friends help you out and cheer you up.
You value peace when your harassed/disturbed.
You value time, when it is running out.
You value your partner, when you find out his capability.
You value your possessions when you know your fortunate.
You value yourself only when you are praised.
You value your life when it is going on the right path.
You value money when your broke.
You value comfort when your on a camping expedition.
You value your eyes once it weakens.
You value the generation you live in after learning History.

You Value everything after Knowledge & Experience.

Why Walk when you can Run?
Why Sail when you can Fly?
Why Shout when you can Speak?
Why Punch when you can Touch?
Why Comment when you can Listen?
Why Scold when you can Encourage?
Why Slack when you can Teach?
Why Give up when you can Earn?
Why Die when you can Live?
Why Reserve when you can Share?
Why Kill when you can Befriend?
Why Lose when you can Win?

The Whys~

"Five W + One H = What, When, Where, Why, Which + How" - Mr Lee Song Nian.


I've Forgotten what happened for the past few days...

Teacher's day :

Went back to Zhonghua.
It wasn't really great for me/What I had expected.
I was unusually quiet on that day.
Or Usual to some of you.
I don't know whats with the girls.
Either Many did not turn up
Or...
They seem to keep to themselves.

I met alot of friendly faces, including:
Anila
Jordan
Ming Han (NCC nvr remove his fats...)
William
Cody
Benson
Alfred (not so friendly)
Eric
Markhes (Still the same joker)
Shaymi (Don't really know how to spell his name)
Adli
Wei Han
Ying Yue
Hung Ying
Mrs Chan (Last time she hate me, I hate her, Now, when I see her, she was all-smiles. Odd)

And a few others...

Too tired to continue typing. Sorry.==

Good or Bad Script?

The Boy watches the documentary.
He asks "Daddy, why does war have to take place?"
Father: "Because, The world would be a better place without the bad guys."
The boy yet asks "Is War fun? Why does the man fall to the ground and not move?"
The father pauses.
He recalls what happened.
"Because... Because...-"

13 years later...

*The boy speaks, but in a lower tone*
"Dad, I m here at the AirPort. You can just come out. I'll be waiting."
"Alright son."

Moments later...

*Crash*
*Explosions*
(Woman screaming)
*GunShot*
The Father, makes a run for the entrance.
A Terrorist spots him, and shot him.
The boy watches as his father falls to the ground and lay motionless.

The Script by then had all been very nicely phrased.
Until Some Dumbasses added this:

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" The boy shouted hysterically.
"F**K YOU ALL!"
"YOU B*LLESS GAGS!"
*Picks up an AK and charged into the building*
"TAKE THIS B*TCH!"
*Fires his gun*
"AND THAT!!"

"RRRRAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!"
*Begins uttering unknown language, and fires his gun at all eight direction*
"MUSTAVA ! KOON RAGNA ! ALEI YEO ALEI YEO"
"EAT MY CRAP YOU SON OF A HITLER!"

--- Unrealistic ending.

Realization

Today... I realize a few stuffs.
At 6:00 pm, under a HDB block, I saw a teenage girl.
She said to her father: Today is smokey day, can we turn on the air-conditioner while sleeping? *smiling*
(cause this is the 7th lunar month, as known as Ghost Festival. The air is filled with smoke as people are burning incense paper and joss sticks to offer to their ancestors/deceased)

I realize that she did not get to sleep with air-condition on everyday.
While I always sleep with an air-condition turned on everyday....

I realize.... That many people are not as fortunate as me.
My friends came to my house before, and they said this :"Dang Kevin, can we swap families?"
But... sometimes, I do get the feeling when i m too pampered, that I need to take in some suffering, to pay off the good stuff I currently possess.

I realize that I lost my bad habit of crying easily.
I realize that I m matured.
I realize that I m more understanding.
I realize my weakness.
I realize that 2E3 boys are just immature and stupid.
I realize that Scout meetings must be looked upon with an optimistic view.
I realize that Lack of sleep will weaken my determination to carry out activities.
I realize that I look alot like a panda.
I realize that I dare to talk back against groups of boys alone.
I realize that I m more quiet in Tuition class, unlike secondary one.
I realize that some people hate nonsensical stuffs.
I realize that jokes are fine, just that they really must not be uttered to offend someone else.
I realize that observations carve out the answers I need.
I realize that I have to reduce my usage of computer, or else it would increase my degrees and time.

Hmmm..

Monday:
As usual, nothing special.

Tuesday:
During PE,
Raj Kumar Gupta approach me.
He dare to approach me cause his friends are just nearby at the basketball court
Or else, he won't even think of coming near.
He said "Kevin, you scared is it? You go report to OM. You want to spar with kenneth anot?"
I hate talking to this kind of people : Dumbass, look like an idiot with white spectacles, immature, a pansy.
I saw him shivering when he talked to me. LOL.

After PE,
Kenneth, Marvin and Raj look for me.
They asked "Kevin, want to spar with Kenneth anot?"
I had to say no cause they approached me in a group, but not the fact that I would lose if I fight.
Kenneth doesn't know how to fight at all while I m a Spartan when I m angered.
2E3 thinks I m a weakling and a push-over.
They are totally wrong ;D

And.... Glad to say, Alistair and me have a plan. A good one.

Wednesday:

World of Warcraft changed alot.
I got 14/20 for Maths.... I aimed for a full marks... but theres too many careless mistakes.
Had Mathematics tuition on 7 pm.

Thursday (today) :
In School, I avoid meeting 2E3 cause I don't wanna hear their immature insults being hurled on me.
This kind of people really gotta grow up and move on in life.
Chinese teacher caught around four boys trying to zao school, by climbing over the fence.
The other two boys just walked off after being discovered (cause it would be hilarious if they climb back into the school through the fence)
Zhi Xin sobbed in Mother Tongue class out of the blue. He said that we called him an Extra, and he felt hurt.
I decided to wrote a letter, not to apologize... but to tell him the reason why we called him an Extra and why Michael insult him.
Had another Mathematics tuition at 7:30 pm. I studied there while talking about craps and stuffs.

Now, I m preparing for tomorrow's scout meeting.
I removed my Scout National Patrol Camp badge from its original place and sewn it by the Unit Badge.

I hope I m selected for the Chief Commissioner's Award Training...
I really want to Prove myself worthy to the Sirs, and also to wear that badge.

The big deal about the Chief Commissioner's Award is -
It boosts the resources of the Unit (How reputable the unit will become)
Theres only a few Scouts (about 150-200?) in Singapore who can attain this.
It looks cool - A Lion glaring and at the same time roaring.
It can be worn even if I manage to become a Venture. (I think)
With it, I can wear as many Proficiency badges as I like.
It signifies that I went through one of Scout's most vigorous training/progress.

Time to prepare myself Physically and Mentally.

Woot

Finally figured out what I should do ( It will not be written and be kept as a secret to myself).

Anyways, just finished my Art assignment of a Church. took me hours to finish it.

Friday:

Went to Bedok South Secondary School for a Scout Sports Carnival.

2 activities :

Basketball and Soccer.

I joined the Soccer team for St. Gabriels as a midfielder/defender.
but... We did not even win any match, sad to say.
We did nearly win Dunman high school, until they decided to play street soccer due to bad weather, which is an advantage to them.
Dunman High School played really cheap and rough....
First incident :
A guy with nerd glasses blocked me from retrieving the ball, which was rolling out of the field, and that will result in an Out.
I almost flare up because he obstructed my path, and that guy did that on purpose. I nearly send a punch to his face (retaliation), to remove him from my way...

Second incident:
A striker pushed PL Bryan Ong on purpose, in order to get the ball. I was like... WTF ?
I wanted to shout at that guy for playing rough...

Saturday:

Managed to tear off my NPC badge without damaging my uniform.

Usual day.

Sunday:

Nothing Special.


A video of Ji-young and Taecyeon.

Rocky SchoolDayz

Status: KEVIN SLEPT THROUGH NDP !


Monday:

Had English tuition in the morning.
5 girls and 6 boys was present.
The topic was this : Similar to the column in a teenage magazine, the editor has to deal with
teenager's problems. You are to write to Aunt Agony, telling her of your problems.

Rules : All boys have to pose as girls, while all girls have to pose as boys, writing to Aunt Agony, telling her of their personal problem.

Heres What I wrote :

Dear Aunt Agony,
Every time while walking on the streets out of school, whenever my friends spot a hot guy who coincidentally passes by, they would rattle almost the whole day long, about him, making many noises which might be deemed as public nuisance or worse, making weird gestures in order to attract that guy's attention, all of which, I would think of it as wrong.

Sometimes, among the five of us, the guy would notice me instead of the other girls. I would blush or look away. But, to be honest, I do want to get to know many guys or even get involved in a relationship.

What Should I do?

- Confused Girl.

My teacher read what I wrote, and commented "Kevin, your an expert on such things!" And the boys go, "Waaa, Kevin seh!" The girls kept quiet, as they do not know what are we talking about.

After writing, the boys have to exchange the letters they wrote with the girls. I received Genovese's (I don't know how to spell her name) letter, which is about a guy being caught reading erotic magazines of scantily-clad men by his water-polo team members. The guy is a gay. His team mates tried to avoid him in the locker room for fear of him staring at them.

The Receivers have to act as Aunt Agony, replying to what each individual wrote.

A girl named Cheryl Tan happened to get a hold of my letter. She began reading. Halfway through, she begin saying " Oh my gosh! So funny!" and she passed my letter on, to let other girls get a glimpse of it. They all laughed. I m not sure why...

4 out of 5 girls wrote about gays in their own letter..

I had to reply to Genovese's letter as Aunt Agony and this is what I roughly wrote:

Dear Nani Pooni (wtf? Weird name she signed off as for that guy....)

You should announce to your water-polo coach that your a homosexual. So he could set a personal locker room aside for you, to prevent you from staring at other guys. You should throw away all those erotic magazines as they serve only to corrupt and damage your mind. You should be more friendly and cheerful, to make attempt in removing their impression of you, as a gay. Remember, should anyone ask you if you are a gay, say this :" I'm perfectly normal !" And give them a big warm smile.

Tuesday:

At night, Raj Kumar Gupta wrote this on my Facebook wall :
"Kevin... you not happy with my friend right? Both of you 1 on 1...... u accept?"

Idiots. EPIC FAIL.
They don't use their brain well. I kept laughing at what he wrote.
He, wants me to spar with Kenneth Choo? Come on, Kenneth is a bloody weakling. So short, want to act like pai kia.
2E3 only speaks up when they are with their friends. When they are alone by themselves, they don't utter anything.
I immediately printed this out, in preparation to report it to the School.

Wednesday:

First thing I did - report to the General office.
Madam Noah told me this : "If they dare to touch you, you can call the police and have them arrested. Your able to arrest them since they are secondary 2. If they insult you verbally, you can make a 3rd-degree complain to the office, and they may end up being caned."

It please my ears to hear this.

Thursday:

Science Presentation,
Michael Foong and Lim Sheng Hong did the Slide presentations (I only contribute by allowing them to use my house computer for a day).
Sad to say, we were reprimanded by Mr Nigel Ng. He pin-point all our mistakes.
During the presentation, Ryan Peh kept complaining to me that Sheng Hong and Michael did not let him have a chance to talk about the presentation.
Ryan Peh did not contribute anything, nor even take a look at the powerpoint before presenting.... Thats his problem.
Sheng Hong and Michael presented the majority of the slides.
And I? well, I act as if I know alot... Saying stuffs which is completely out of the slideshow, and it worked! XD

This is Mr Ng's comment : "Michael and Sheng Hong talk about so many things but they don't know much. I can see that Kevin knows alot. And Ryan Peh just stand behind, do nothing. Like that how am I going to give marks for this project?"
And other mistakes... like the copy and paste notes (Majority of it was edited by Michael, it wasn't simply copy and paste)

Michael was totally dis-heartened, since he had put in alot of effort to complete the science project, and Mr Ng Chidded him.

During Recess...

As soon as I finish my food,
Theres 2 big groups of boys near the NCC Land room.
They intend to spar each other.
What a utter waste of time, "negotiating" with each other for the whole recess.

I heard Devak, Shogun and Alistair met Raj Kumar alone on the streets on wednesday.
Shogun said :" Oi Raj, you very big shot already right? Why not you come spar with me instead of my friends?"
Devak and Alistair laughed.
Raj kumar gupta just kept quiet.

I met Raj kumar gupta and two of his friends near the elevator to the MRT.
He did not utter a single word to me.
Raj Kumar Gupta then entered the elevator. As I was about to enter it too, he came out of it suddenly, and used the escalator instead. Coward. I gave him a chance to talk and settle it with me once and for all, alone, and there he just throw it away.

I spoke to Bryan Lee, who is from 2E3 and happen to be a scout. I asked him Why the heck did 2E3 want to start a fight with me in the first place? Bryan Lee told me to forget about it and seem to beg to me, not to do anything to his friend.

I got a 19/25 for geography. Not that great, but i m satisfied :D

I really want to make more friends instead of getting involved in pointless fights, producing enemies as a result.
So I do hope that in the future, nothing like this would happen again.


Teacher's Day Coming Soon! 1st September 2009!
Scout's Cycling expedition! 5th September 2009!


Tomorrow, Scouts are going to another school to play Sports! Should be fun!

Midnight Romeo's Lyrics - By Push Play

Lyrics | Push Play lyrics - Midnight Romeo lyrics

Push Play - Midnight Romeo lyrics

Meet me at my door
By the end of the night
You'll be screaming for more more more of me
Tonight's a big night so let's make history

My lips touch your lips
My hands is on your hips
What's it gonna take for you to give me my goodnight kiss

Oh whoa
My heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow
Oh whoa
Feels so right you just can't say no

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you go
Whoa whoa
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know I'm your midnight Romeo

I'll be your Dr. Jekyll your Mr. Hyde
The best of both worlds when you get inside my place place place with me
You be the lock, I'll be the key
Tonight's about to win
Tell me baby are we more than friends
Tonight your dinner's free
What's in it for me

Oh whoa
My heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow
Oh whoa
Feels so right you just can't say no

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you go
Whoa whoa
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know, I'm your midnight Romeo

Now it's time
I'll turn the lights down low
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna be your Romeo
In my head it's time to lose control
Whoa whoa
I'm your midnight Romeo

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you go
Whoa whoa

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you go
Whoa whoa
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know I'm your midnight Romeo

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you go
Whoa whoa
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know I'm your midnight Romeo



Lyrics | Push Play lyrics - Midnight Romeo lyrics

National Day in School.

NDP is coming soon, Sunday.

Today:
Is really boring, cept for the parade performed by all Uniform Groups.
Secondary 3s from NCC land, NCC air, NPCC, Red Cross, Scouts.
Must be really tough to memorize the steps without any commands.

In class,
Was not paying attention, as I had a stomach ache.
Had to visit the Restroom for 20 mins.

Well, thats all, the rest of the school days are as usual,
And soon after, dismissal.

I wasn't aware that some secondary students went back to Zhonghua Pri to have fun.
So... Yeah... Missed it.
Went back to my Aunt's house and sleep for almost the whole day.

At night,
Eng tuition.
We played a game, using the point system.
Group 1 : 3 Boys.
Group 2 : 3 Girls.
Group 3 : 3 Girls

During the game,
The girls keep on discussing whos the hotter guy in the Twilight Movie.
I don't know wth were they talking about.

And theres only 3 boys today. The rest of the boys are goondus, didn't know that theres class today.
Maybe they went to watch G.I. Joe.

After class, around 9pm, I sat beside the security guard.
He told me the history of the place he is guarding,
He used to play Soccer when he was young, at Kramat Lane.
He told me theres many malay Dialects, like Jawa, Buoyen, and not sure of the rest.
That area was once a Cemetery.

Yeah...

And now, I m facebooking / blogging.
I hope I can get to play Starcraft II in October,
As well as Work hard for my Scout's Chief Commissioner Award,
To prove myself worthy.
I m also planning to earn LOTS of Proficiency badges since I met some requirements.
Studying hard for Scout Standard (Yes I dont have it yet since on the last day of the camp, I had to leave for China)
But, I really Hope to get Chief Commissioner Award, So I can wear as many Proficiency Badges as I like.
I also do wish to join the Shooting (Archery) Specialist in scouts. Maybe Band or Pioneering if theres any slot.

Morons, retards and gays.

On Thursday :

After Recess, returning to class, I saw a group of 2E3 boys quarreling with Alistair.
Apparently, Alistair had used the dumbbell and swing it onto Raj Kumar.
I had always hated 2E3. But what made me flare was this:

Raj Kumar's friends told Alistair to stop swinging the dumbbell.
Raj Cursed Alistair "Go suck your mother's balls"
Alistair stopped swinging the dumbbell.
Raj and his friend walked away after alistair stopped,
Laughing away, in a mocking manner.

I got fed up, and told Javiel
"I m gonna confront them one by one."

I walked to their direction and saw them complaining to the NCC sir,
Who I believe is Mr Ivan Ng.
I listened as they said "Alistair swing the weight at us"
AS IF THEY WERE COMPLETELY NOT IN THE WRONG.

I interrupted them, and said "No. Alistair was bullied by them since they are in a larger group"
They start to kpkb. "WHAT BULLY? Dont talk cock la!"
They approached me, as if the sir wasn't there.
They try to intimidate me as if they were gangsters, by staring at me.
I've seen their true colours long time ago :
I m not afraid.
All of them are just extras, except Raj.
Kenneth Choo, who thinks hes so big, stares at me.
Psychological warfare.
Lets see who strikes fear into the heart first.
Weakling.

Nicholas Rankine saw me staring straight into Kenneth's eyes, and he came forward,
Telling Mr Ivan Ng, : "Sir! Kevin is a very good boy! He always let me into his class."
Lol. Joker sia. But he backed me up in a way, by showing that i m doing some kind of justice.

After the incident, we were sent back to our class.

The 2E3 boys were quiet.
Rankine told me "oi kevin, if they dare to whack you, i, wesley and others will help you"
Thats why I call Rankine and other boys, my brothers,
Although violence does not get you anywhere.

Watch out, 2E3. Don't act pai kia or extra.
Example, Marvin, Kenneth, twins and the others.
Cause you probably can't be the best, as there are others in the world who is better.
Make more friends instead of enemies. Thats what I m trying to impose in your mind.
And use your head, think of the outcome before trying something.
cause all mothers have no **lls, you dim-wit.

StarCraft II !!!!

Hey, sorry for not updating the blog for quite awhile :) was either busy or too tired.

Monday (28th July 2009) :

Nothing special happened :)
After reading the IN section of The Straits Times,
I decided to enter the "In-the-spot-light" contest,
which is to submit either photos, essays, poems or songs.
The winner will receive either a Straits time bag or goodie bag.

So.... At night, I chose one of my picture.
Its enhanced with iphoto from mac,
so i'm not sure if thats fair or not.

I named it "Glory Of Autumn"

Yeah, its a good name for that picture,
But, Singapore does not experience the four seasons....
I realized that after 2 days prior to submitting it.
Should have named it "Glory of Summer" .....

Tuesday :
Nothing Special.

Wednesday :
I kept thinking of StarCraft II, cause in the past (1998),
Theres a previous version : Starcraft 1.
It was called the 'Legend' Game as it was the best game at that time.

Theres a few videos I would like to share with you guys,
So please do enjoy :)

StarCraft I, Fan-made video
During the period of Starcraft one.
Of course, the olden day's graphics were not great,
But fans from StarcraftLegacy along with TractorMedia Got together to create this video.

Starcraft : First Contact
Three battlecruiser versus a Super-Carrier, called the Gantrithor,
And thereafter a fleet was called upon to destroy a planet.






Next, Zeratul uncovering Xel'naga, their creator's history.
Made by Blizzard Entertainment.
Played during Blizzcon 08.






And for those who have not watched this cinematic made by Blizzard yet,
Enjoy.





Thursday : Nothing Special.

Friday :

Hmm... forgot much.
I went for Scout meeting.
Though the Physical Training was tough at that day (I did not have my lunch, no energy to do vigorous exercise)

After Opening Ceremony, theres a unit gathering,
Everyone fall-in in their respective patrols.
Shaun Sir intended to reward those patrols who did well in Founder's Cup.
Thereafter, the NPC (National Patrol Camp) participants were called out to receive,
their silver NPC badge, NPC Souvenir Badge, and Certificate of participation.
I thought I was not going to get anything, as i m only a reserve,
I could have entered as one of the team members, but I did not come for many NPC meetings.
I knew that myself.
Shaun Sir announced "The last but not the least, our fellow Scout who went through thick and thin with us, ending up as our team's Reserve, Kevin Tan!" (He made me sound so equal to the rest of the others :P lol)

I was happy to receive a certificate and a Souvenir badge which represented that I participate in the trainings.
Even though I could not get the NPC silver badge.
Really glad, really.
That renewed my sense of scouting.

Everything was fun.
During Footdrill, I was the only Sec 2 to wear full uniform, as I did not bring my PE T-shirt for a half uniform.

Its been awhile since I last marched, not really used to it, and I've forgotten many drills.
About 30-45mins into the drill, I was chosen to command the rest of the sec 2.
Yeah, I did screw up at one part, cause I wasn't sure about something.
PL Zhi Wei keeo assuring me, saying "Relax, Kevin, this is just a practise, don't have to be nervous"
Alot of Good PLs in Scouts, though sometimes they might be strict, but afterall,
Its a necessity to keep discipline at top-notch.

We were to play the game called Capture the Flag.
Secondary 2s are in-charge of taking leadership of the Secondary 1s, to build tripods.

Towards the end of the meeting, Ben Sho sir, told me something which I will not type out.
After the meeting, Gary sir gathered those scouts who were once Cadet scouts.
If anyone who was from Zhonghua primary school reads this, they would remember me wearing a water-melon cap.
The purpose of gathering all the Cadet scouts was to find out who is interested in taking up The CCA award. (Chief Comissioner Award, if I m not wrong).
He also said that the members MUST be committed.

I loved Scouts, but theres a few camps I dislike.

Saturday :

Intended to go for Mayflower Secondary School's Scout Campfire, but I was afraid that I had ironed the NPC souvenir badge at the wrong place, so I did not go... In the end, they had only 5 people there to do cheers and bombings. Sorry! >.>

Sunday :

Used the computer till Tuition, at 3:30 pm. When the Class before our science tuition class ended, the 2 boys, one big and tall guy , and the other, short and puny, came out of the class. I don't know what they discussed in a group with the 2 girls.
But I find it suspicious.
I stared at them, and the dude stopped talking and look at me, wondering what I'm thinking.
Dawn raised her head and looked at me too.
Hmmm.... Something related to me?
I don't care.

Monday :

Bleh... Either my pic did not get selected or they would publish it next week...

After School, I used facebook.
Bryan Hoon shared this on Facebook : "To all 2E5, please come down early so we can skate early for PE!!!!" (or something like that).
I commented " I hate gays of 2E3 , especially those who showsoff in skating "
Adam out of the blue, typed in " Your lame"
I thought he was referring to me, and there goes my vulgarities...
!@#$ $@!#%^^&
And to Beehoon too, cause he removed his last status and replaced it with " SO LAMEE!
After all that incident, they explained to me, one by one
Bee hoon said this "I was talking to Adam and Uzen Tan, not you"
Adam told me over FB's chat "I was referring to Bryan Hoon's status"

At night, submitted the essay to IN again....

Tuesday :
I just remember (ART) Tan Cheng Ying told me this "Kevin, you have talents in this, don't you think so?"
I was like... "uh.. yeah"
Ms. Tan : "Keep it up".

After school, studied with Michael Foong, since I lost my 2B Geography textbook.

Miscellaneous :

Halo Wars Cinematic!
Spartan Super-soldier are leet,





And for those lazy bums who don't bother to watch the battle reports, here they are, enjoy ! :P :

Zerg Vs. Protoss





A multiplayer game :
loading may be slow.

Whole week

Monday :
usual school day, nothing special

Tuesday :
Finally got a grasp of the maths chapter : Linear, simultaneous and quadratic graphs.
And as usual, nothing special happened.

Wednesday :
Zhi Xin.... bloody extra... He only befriends people who are good in academy, or have authority like the teachers. Hes not a teacher's pet as his academic studies suck ass. And for the rest of us, he insults bluntly, when our backs are turned against him.

Raasith didn't bring his Geog file. The geog teacher asked for an explanation. He says "I forgot to bring"
Zhi Xin extra and say "No lah, he purposely don't want to bring"
Raasith says "Maybe someone took it!"
Zhi Xin : "Who would want to take your stupid file?" (like as if your own file isn't stupid).

Michael and I foresee that Zhi Xin will get bashed in NS, Cause, if Zhi Xin wants to be an Officer / Platoon Commander, and he starts to extra, no one will like it, and they will spit at this action.

But really, the truth in becoming a high ranking personnel in NS is to be Attentive, Humble, Honest, Obedient, Well-built And scored well for Secondary and JC/poly Academics.

Zhi Xin also said this to me which made me boil:" Kevin, I suggest you better not hang with Michael or your studies will suck shit"
D*ckhead.
He said that before mid-year.
After mid-year examinations,
I scored WAY higher than him.
Pfft. "Don't hang with michael or your studies will suck"
Well said.

Before recess,

I quarrelled and started a fight with Neeteesh
Cause I thought he wasn't happy with me,
when he gave me that kind of looks on Tuesday.
I was sent out by RayMaths. And when the teacher left, I shouted "NEETTEEESSH!!!"
Javiel knows that. I don't give a damn to Zhi Xin.
Javiel asked me "Lolol oi why u shout until like that?"
Zhixin said bluntly again " Siao ar? u crazy issit? shout until so loud, other classes still having lesson leh"

"Diam lar. Of course I know other classes still having lessons." This was what formed in my head.
He did said something that is lame, which I've almost heard.

Well after that, I confronted Neeteesh with a metal ruler. Lol. Yeayea, you guys would be thinking i should have gotten hold of a real weapon or I would look like a retard. But, if I do use the Iron rod under my table, I will be punished.
The metal ruler is sharp enough to cut through the skin.
I realised that Neeteesh was unhappy with Michael, not me.
Yep, my fault then. Misunderstood.
I was a little too aggressive at that time.
But I cooled down.

Thursday :

Can't remember anything... should be the same as any other days.
I got 12/20 for maths test.
1) I don't know the formula to answer the 1st question (-6 Marks)
2) I forget to write the equation on the graph I did for question no. 2. (-2 Marks)

ZZZZZzzzzzz

Friday....

Scouts..
I didn't attend the meeting for a few weeks, since I went to Paris.
Zhi Xin again extra when we were building the flag pole, but at least he told me this "You didn't attend many meetings, thats why"

During the Axe and Parang practical test,



I scored better than last year's. I hacked the wood with accuracy and strength, getting the job done quick




A picture of the wood which I hacked with the axe.

The rest of the scouts had a little difficulty - either being inaccurate or not apply enough force.
Next was splitting the wood into two with the axe.



The wood Split into two.

No problem with that :D



Sheng Hong, the Care-taker, of the axes.

Saturday :

Woke up 8 am plus, ate my breakfast and went to East Coast Park, outing with primary schoolmates of 6C.
Had to meet up at McDonald.
I didn't knew that theres 1 bus near my house which I can take to east coast...
And so, I took the MRT to Kembengam (or whatever is that place) for 30+ mins.
After arriving, I still had to walk East.... zzzz I thought very near... so I walk.
Walk until buay tahan, Reach dont know where... Bukit something.
Then finally took the Taxi.... zzz little did I know that East Coast is FAR from Bukit something.

wth....

Reach McDonald le. It was crowded and I felt that many 6Cs school mates are here already.
I called Cody to ask where is he located at.

Cody :" Wait at the Counter there, I come"

Wait for a moment... then an Sms read :
" Come to Smoking Area "
Went outside...
Saw Cody... Thought the guys around him are his friends, since I dont recognise them.
But nope... Only him alone there...
Sat there, and asked him "whos coming?"
He said " I dont know, Fu Xiang and (forgot his name) is here "

Skip ~ boring waiting.

Benson and one guy came.
William , and 2 other guys who i recognise but not know their name, came.

First thing that William asked was "Cody, how many zhar bor coming?"
Cody:" Ermmm... Dont know.... I think Vigi only"
William :" HARRRR? ONLY ONE ZHAR BOR only?"
Cody:"yeah...."
William : " Wtf? You say alot people will come de, then only 1 girl come?"
Cody : (no reply)
William :" Then wheres the free drinks you will sponsor?"
Cody :" (Lol) yea later"
Someone said " The free drink is the Bicycle uncle sponsor one "
William : " Wth? wat free drink from uncle?"

Skip.... ~ wait for quite awhile...

From What I heard, they said a few girls promised to come, saying something like " Yeah yeah, I will come " But in the end never turn up.
Cody then told Vigi that she would be the only girl attending.
Vigi doesn't want to go to a all boy and one girl outing (cause it would make her feel weird or something), so also dont want to go le...
William : " Walao! No girl come! What kind of organiser are you? (tries to punch Cody in a 'friendly' manner)"

I got pissed.... Bring camera there, take care of it so well... also cannot snap much photo.

Alistair in the end also never come... For a reason which maybe Only I knows.
haha

Then Cycling.... cycle for about one and a half hour, I became exhausted.. I thought everyone is infront of me...
But some are behind and some are infront...
Shirt became really sweaty and smelly.

I'll try to post the 6 pictures on facebook.....

Sunday:
Normal day. Slept till 10 am then wake up.
Eat, study, sleep again, go for tuition, parents bring me to sushi tei, eat, go home, then study and finish my remaining homework.

Now... To facebook.....