Realization

Today... I realize a few stuffs.
At 6:00 pm, under a HDB block, I saw a teenage girl.
She said to her father: Today is smokey day, can we turn on the air-conditioner while sleeping? *smiling*
(cause this is the 7th lunar month, as known as Ghost Festival. The air is filled with smoke as people are burning incense paper and joss sticks to offer to their ancestors/deceased)

I realize that she did not get to sleep with air-condition on everyday.
While I always sleep with an air-condition turned on everyday....

I realize.... That many people are not as fortunate as me.
My friends came to my house before, and they said this :"Dang Kevin, can we swap families?"
But... sometimes, I do get the feeling when i m too pampered, that I need to take in some suffering, to pay off the good stuff I currently possess.

I realize that I lost my bad habit of crying easily.
I realize that I m matured.
I realize that I m more understanding.
I realize my weakness.
I realize that 2E3 boys are just immature and stupid.
I realize that Scout meetings must be looked upon with an optimistic view.
I realize that Lack of sleep will weaken my determination to carry out activities.
I realize that I look alot like a panda.
I realize that I dare to talk back against groups of boys alone.
I realize that I m more quiet in Tuition class, unlike secondary one.
I realize that some people hate nonsensical stuffs.
I realize that jokes are fine, just that they really must not be uttered to offend someone else.
I realize that observations carve out the answers I need.
I realize that I have to reduce my usage of computer, or else it would increase my degrees and time.

Hmmm..

Monday:
As usual, nothing special.

Tuesday:
During PE,
Raj Kumar Gupta approach me.
He dare to approach me cause his friends are just nearby at the basketball court
Or else, he won't even think of coming near.
He said "Kevin, you scared is it? You go report to OM. You want to spar with kenneth anot?"
I hate talking to this kind of people : Dumbass, look like an idiot with white spectacles, immature, a pansy.
I saw him shivering when he talked to me. LOL.

After PE,
Kenneth, Marvin and Raj look for me.
They asked "Kevin, want to spar with Kenneth anot?"
I had to say no cause they approached me in a group, but not the fact that I would lose if I fight.
Kenneth doesn't know how to fight at all while I m a Spartan when I m angered.
2E3 thinks I m a weakling and a push-over.
They are totally wrong ;D

And.... Glad to say, Alistair and me have a plan. A good one.

Wednesday:

World of Warcraft changed alot.
I got 14/20 for Maths.... I aimed for a full marks... but theres too many careless mistakes.
Had Mathematics tuition on 7 pm.

Thursday (today) :
In School, I avoid meeting 2E3 cause I don't wanna hear their immature insults being hurled on me.
This kind of people really gotta grow up and move on in life.
Chinese teacher caught around four boys trying to zao school, by climbing over the fence.
The other two boys just walked off after being discovered (cause it would be hilarious if they climb back into the school through the fence)
Zhi Xin sobbed in Mother Tongue class out of the blue. He said that we called him an Extra, and he felt hurt.
I decided to wrote a letter, not to apologize... but to tell him the reason why we called him an Extra and why Michael insult him.
Had another Mathematics tuition at 7:30 pm. I studied there while talking about craps and stuffs.

Now, I m preparing for tomorrow's scout meeting.
I removed my Scout National Patrol Camp badge from its original place and sewn it by the Unit Badge.

I hope I m selected for the Chief Commissioner's Award Training...
I really want to Prove myself worthy to the Sirs, and also to wear that badge.

The big deal about the Chief Commissioner's Award is -
It boosts the resources of the Unit (How reputable the unit will become)
Theres only a few Scouts (about 150-200?) in Singapore who can attain this.
It looks cool - A Lion glaring and at the same time roaring.
It can be worn even if I manage to become a Venture. (I think)
With it, I can wear as many Proficiency badges as I like.
It signifies that I went through one of Scout's most vigorous training/progress.

Time to prepare myself Physically and Mentally.